Why People Call Me An Introvert...
I first became aware of the term ‘introvert’ when I was studying Psychology at the university. Looking back, it wasn’t until grade 3, however, that I truly realized I was identified as an introvert. At this point, I was still young and had little understanding of life, often getting lost in my thoughts and world. The idea of being an introvert was not commonly used in my vocabulary or surroundings, and it wasn’t until decades later that I first heard of this label.
My fascination with Psychology led me to explore and understand myself better. Through this, I discovered about 99% of what I know about myself and life through personal experimentation, observation, modeling, reading, intuition, and discernment.
Growing up as the youngest in a large family was not always easy. However, I am grateful for my loving parents who have always been supportive of me and any work or project I did. I take full responsibility for my life and do not blame anyone for who I am today. When I stand before my Creator on the day of judgment, I will be held accountable for how I used the gift of life given to me. I do not want to be caught empty-handed, that is why each day I strive to do good to the best of my ability.
Realizing and accepting my introverted nature was a turning point for me. I have learned to embrace and love myself, investing in my personal growth and well-being spiritually, physically, emotionally, and socially. I aim to care for myself holistically, and this has made all the difference.
So Lets Get Started On Why People Call Me An Introvert...
- I am most at ease in solitude – I actually enjoy being alone all the time. Let me explain why…I have a preference for controlling my surroundings, so if I arrange my space a certain way, I expect it to remain unchanged upon my return. This routine gives me a sense of safety and ease. If I discover any alterations, I immediately restore it to its original state 😏 which is why living with me can be challenging 🤦🏼♀️.
- I avoid group work, team building, meetings, and any type of gathering like the plague. The mere idea of being in a group setting, especially with strangers or people I don’t know well, fills me with complete dread. These forced interactions have always been a challenge for me, and I continue to struggle with them. I tend to stay quiet 99.9% of the time, only speaking when spoken to, and even then, my responses are usually brief.
- I am not much of a talker, but when I put pen to paper, I can’t seem to stop writing. It’s almost as if I can set a record for staying silent in the presence of others.
- I experience a state of extreme tiredness when interacting with individuals with whom I have not formed a bond. .
- I do not have any friends who are the same age as me (41) and please do not inquire as to why…I am still trying to find my niche.
- I frequently create scenarios in my mind, even before they become reality, which can contribute to my anxiety. However, I have discovered how to harness these visualizations for positive outcomes.
- I possess a keen awareness of my surroundings and the individuals within them – both introverts and extroverts. It’s as if I can simply observe you and gain a deep understanding of your entire persona.
- I always take my time when making decisions or choosing something. Although I am not always quick to think in certain situations, I prioritize thoroughly considering the potential consequences of my choices. Therefore, I believe it is necessary to take my time when completing tasks.
As we embark on this journey together, I will gradually reveal how others perceive me and how I view myself. I strongly believe that we are all unique individuals, crafted by a loving Creator. It’s disheartening to see how society has labeled and categorized us, despite our Creator seeing us all as equal in His eyes. His unconditional love for us is beyond human comprehension. If only we could see others through His eyes, discrimination, racism, and pride would not divide humanity. Although I have not chosen to be defined by these labels, I have learned to accept them as others see me. Instead, I focus on discovering my true self, my purpose, and how to reach my destiny. My journey may seem slow, but I am confident that I will reach my destination someday.